August.....
A couple weeks ago I thought I'd be waking up this morning bright and early to beat feet over to Moose Jackson or Cafe Joe's for a long awaited caffeine fix. I figured I'd be diving into the chocolate candies Bree and the kids had made and left in the fridge. I wondered if I'd slip back into old habits, old recipes, high calorie low content foods, cooking with convenience in mind... mindless consumption.
This morning a thunderstorm woke me out of bed: a clap of thunder like the voice of God proclaiming "You are late for church!" The Boy and I headed out in a rush. Coffee never entered my mind. I've realized after a month, coffee is no longer a necessity. It is a luxury, and one I can appreciate all the more by limiting my consumption of it. My body needs water, which before this month was my last beverage of choice (after coffee, and, well..beer.)
As it turns out, today was also our family's day at the Dickinson County Fair. Funny, I spoke with two people today who both mentioned "fair food" with a mischievous gleam in their eye. Midwest fair food has achieved fame and notoriety due to its overabundance of fried-anything-on-a-stick menu options and party-colored cotton candy taffy treats that little kids go absolutely insane over. In a frantic search for something Baby Girl and I could share to sooth her over-tired hungry belly I chose a cheesecake on a stick, not knowing what exactly it was. Baby likes cheesecake, its cold, it might do the trick. Was I shocked when I was handed a frozen wedge of what looked like one quarter of a cheese cake dipped entirely in chocolate sauce, the just a nub of Popsicle stick poking out through the bottom. It was monstrous-enough to satisfy two adults-for a month. I ended up having to toss some or risk a massive case of indigestion. I had already scoped out some of the ethnic food vendors and given that the fair is a great opportunity to sample different flavors not found in our little area, I was adamant in getting some Greek spanokopita before I left. Another huge plate with two servings, yellow rice with tzatziki (cucumber) sauce on the side. Baby girl enjoyed the rice, I relished the simple yet exotic flavor of the cucumber sauce and, again, couldn't finish my plate of spanokopita. I was acutely aware of the saltiness and realized I was beyond full and working towards illness if I didn't quit. I left the fair with an uncomfortable sensation I haven't felt in a month- bloated with food.
In the last month I've come to understand more about the types, textures and amounts of food that satisfy my physical hunger and psychological cravings. I never felt hunger pangs waiting for my next meal. In the morning my stomach would rumble as I was preparing my breakfast, which I equate with getting the right amount of food the night before. Hubby, as usual, has candy and chocolate stashed all over the house. In the past I'd come across his stash and have to grab a little- or a lot. Knowing it was off limits this month didnt make me want it even more. Instead, I spent less time rumaging through cabinets and more time trying to perfect my garlic dill white sauce. I found that my sweet tooth could be sated with a little bit of sweet bread, strawberry jam or maple cream- instead of handfuls of Hubby's peanut M&Ms. I discovered high quality plain chocolate ice cream is so much better than low quality chocolate ripple butterscoth ribbon nutty fudge (etc., etc.).
Thirty-one days later (and five pounds lighter) I don't think I will be trading in my grilled veggies for fried chicken anytime soon.
...and everything after...
I began this blog under the assumption that local foods were under utilized because people were ignorant of what was available locally. I naively thought that people select low cost food because they don't like vegetables, or didn't understand the environmental impacts of the food choices they made. The more I researched local alternatives to conventional food, the more informed I became about the state of our national food crisis. It's not that people are choosing unhealthy foods over healthy ones, or that the crises of obesity and heart disease are exclusive of the hunger crisis. Corporate marketing, government politicking and even social prejudice have created a false belief that the sources, processing and distribution of America's food should be cheap, easy and unquestioned. Politicians would rather we fight among ourselves over who is eating away at our taxes through the $200/month food stamp allotment . That way, they don't have to answer for for $20 billion in farm subsidies doled out giant commodity farms for the production of soy bi-products and corn syrup- the same crap used in the high-fat, low nutrient foods that are killing us. We are inundated with anecdotes of t-bone steaks purchased with SNAP benefits, but know nothing of the plight of 1 in 4 children who experience food insecurity in the wealthiest country in the world.
Nearly 25% of children in Michigan suffer with food insecurity.
15.3% of the population in Florence County, WI
reported food hard-ship.
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“There are people in the world so hungry, that God cannot appear to them
except in the form of bread.”
― Mahatma Gandhi
― Mahatma Gandhi